Unpredictable and shifting as the weather in Kansas in April, I am finding creativity is hard to manage. It is vibrant and powerful one day and the next it is wilted and barely alive. And frustration only makes it worse.
In this place I have also discovered an oasis - a place refreshing and restful. It is a place called Prayer. I am a Christian and I believe God loves us and when we trust in his son, Jesus, our prayers suddenly become powerful. Not to say that I don't have days when I feel like they are bouncing off of the ceiling, but my feelings are deceitful and the truth is that God hears me and he desires to give me peace.
I wrote recently about peace and I know it is what we all long for. It is the underlying motivation behind all that we do whether it is to make money so we have security, to find a mate who will make us feel loved, to pursue a dream that will fill us with satisfaction. It also motivates us to evil, like trying to control other people or circumstances, or even for one group of people to do violence to another group because there is the wrong headed belief that other group it the cause of a lack of peace.
True peace is only found in Jesus Christ and trusting him to reconcile us to our Creator and to keep us with him, even unto death. And in him I also find peace from the things which attempt to torment me, like frustration, bitterness, anger, distrust and deferred dreams. Little by little I am turning over to him all parts of my life, especially my creativity. Through him God created the universe. I know that my creativity is important to him as well, for he has put that light in me.
So I surrender my creative dreams to him and I will be praying more. Praying for peace and also that I would be a bringer of blessings to those who will see my art and read my writing. I will be praying that he will make the work of my hands glorifying to him.
I invite you to pray and call on Jesus. He loves you so much. He desires you more than you can imagine for he made you. The Bible says that those who call on the name of the Lord will be saved. Call on him today and he will rush to you for he has promised to be with us always. And let today be the beginning of a relationship with him. Never stop praying. When I have, it is as if I stopped breathing deeply. So pray. I am praying too.... and praying for you.